bye 2010~

byk kenangan manis, masam n masin spanjang 2010 ni.

hope next year even better from this year.

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011!

baby girl.

wowh.
my baby sis's besday is coming soon.
but...what present should i'll buy for her2nd birhtday.
hmm..

neway..i found a cute lil girl photos in photobucket.
korean i guess.
so....cute n adorable!
see it.















kyaa....kawaii~

(^_^)

argh!

.messy.messy.messy.

urrghh!!

ok.

ALHAMDULILLAH

result aku 'agak' oke.

bersyukur.

n berpuas hati.

...

bought it!

yup..after a long time waiting..
i finally bought it!
eh...i mean..my ayah paid it for me.
Sugar Addict: The Art of Kaoru.
really want this illustration book coz i love Kaoru's illustration.
nearly want to buy it last year but i miss it.
but..who's care?
now i got it..n i want to enjoy this book as much as i want.
hee..~



daisuki!

v(^w^)v

sister is coming home.!

that's right! my sister is coming home. yes. lama dah dok boring sorang2 nih! asyik berkepit ngan adik kcik jer maw jugak nk berkepit ngan adik 'tua' ni. hehe. waloupun kdg2 asyik gadoh ngan dya tp aku suka time dya ada kat rumah coz aku x lah boring sgt. bley tgk movie or korean dramas sama2. hee. n sembang sama2 sblom tdo. oh! best2.

woi, adik! best la dah abeh exam spm dah. tunggu result la plak. hehe. merdeka sakan la. pasni ayah maw ajak gi vacation plak. eh, esok la kot gi! hehe. sejuk ckit mata gi kluar 'dunia rumah' nih. asyik terperap sja kat rumah, nk jugak gi kuar makan angin. wee..~

so, adik! i'm waiting for to come back home.
ureshi~

(^__^)

new phone..please???

wuuaa..
i really need a new handphone.
ayah..bila maw belikan utk saya ye??
saya x dak dwet maw gi beli guna dwet sniri.
huhu.
please...
i really need it.

:'(

luck or lucky?

getting de luck or being lucky.
i need both.
truly.

huhu
(T__T)

innocence

Waking up I see that everything is ok. The first time in my life and now it's so great. Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed. I think about the little things that make life great. I wouldn't change a thing about it. This is the best feeling. This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay. This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now. And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by.

I found a place so safe, not a single tear. The first time in my life and now it's so clear. Feel calm I belong, I'm so happy here. It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere. I wouldn't change a thing about it. This is the best feeling. This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay. This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now. And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by.

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming. It's the happiness inside that you're feeling. It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry. It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming. It's the happiness inside that you're feeling. It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry. It's so beautiful it makes you want to cry. This innocence is brilliant, it makes you want to cry. This innocence is brilliance, please don't go away. Cause I need you now. And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by.

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay. This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now. And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by.

...

:(

having really tough days.
yesterday was de really 'saddest' day through dis year.
i have to be strong.


...

gambatte!

specially to my sis who taking de SPM exam starting tomorow till 8 dec.
hwaiting!
get to ur target: 9A's ++

p/s:thanx 4 de support to my sis, jun pyo.
hehe.

;p

huu....~

huu...hari2 ku lalui dgn kebosanan dan ke'boring'an. mmg x dinafikan sejak aku abeh final ni xdak byk menda sgt yg nk wat kat rumah ni. nk gi kuar jalan2 kat luar pon nk gi jalan2 ngan sapa? huhu. boring2. tmbah plak dgn keja utama ku di rumah ni. ya jaga adik. mmg pyh nk kuar rumah. nk jgak pi shopping ke travelling ke.hehe. bla nk kuar gi vacation er??

oh! skrg ni musim demam wat kluarga ku. smua family kat rumah ni pakat2 dmam, trmasuk aku. adoi. mmg mmnatkan. bru sja td aku rsa kebah ckit. klau x mkn ubat tu la, mmg aku ksjukan dlm kpanasan. huhu. mak n ayah aku dmam. adik ok ckit, juz batok n selsema. hope 'family in fever' ni x berpanjangan coz aku nak kan sbuah family sihat dan cergas. ceywaahh! haha.

wat teman ku yg sorang ni. sori coz x m'reply' msg mu coz kredit aku tamat tempoh ar. hehe. n sori x dpt mghadiri knuri aidil adha kat rumah mu. bzi ckit. tmbah plak keta yg aku slalu drive tu ayah aku tnggai kat office plak. sorry yew..harap anda phm. good luck utk exam no0. hwaiting!


(-__-!!)

salam aidil adha

waloupon dah 2 hari berlalu.
masih smpat lg kot nk ucapkan:


SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL ADHA


:)

wee~

tinggal brapa hari lg dh nk tnggal dlm kolej yg agak boring tu.
ckit kot.
hehe.
exam pon nk abeh dh.

gambatte!

(^__^)

when i look at you

MILEY CYRUS:WHEN I LOOK AT YOU

Everybody needs inspiration,
Everbody needs a song.
A beautiful melody,
When the night's so long.
Cause there is no guarantee,
That this life is easy.

Yeah when my world is falling apart.
When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore.
That's when I, I, I look at you.

When I look at you,
I see forgiveness,
I see the truth.
You love me for who I am,
Like the stars hold the moon,
Right there where they belong.
and I know im not alone.

Yeah when my world is falling apart,
When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore,
That's when I, I, I look at you.

You, appear just like a dream to me.
Just like kaleidoscope colors,
That cover me,
All I need,
Every breath that I breathe,
Don't you know you're beautiful!

Yeah

When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
I look at you, Yeah, Woah.

You, appear just like a dream to me.

suddenly has feelin on this song.sweet.

;)

...

need some REST.

need some SPACE.

huh.

2 more papers to go~

a WEEK gap for next paper!

arrghhh!!

i need a HOLIDAY.

can i??

:|

heho.

.study week.

(-__-!!)

firework

KATY PERRY:FIREWORK

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag,

Drifting through the wind

Wanting to start again?

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin

Like a house of cards,

One blow from caving in?

Do you ever feel already buried deep?

6 feet under screams but no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that there's still a chance for you

'Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite, the light, and let it shine

Just own the night like the 4th of July

'Cause baby you're a firework

Come on, show 'em what you're worth

Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh"

As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby, you're a firework

Come on, let your colors burst

Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh"

You're gonna leave 'em falling down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space

You're original, cannot be replaced

If you only knew what the future holds

After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe your reason why all the doors are closed

So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road

Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow

And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite, the light, and let it shine

Just own the night like the 4th of July

'Cause baby you're a firework

Come on, show 'em what you're worth

Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh"

As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby, you're a firework

Come on, let your colors burst

Make 'em go "Oh, Oh, Oh"

You're gonna leave 'em falling down-own-own

Boom, boom, boom

Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

It's always been inside of you, you, you

And now it's time to let it through-ough-ough

'Cause baby you're a firework

Come on, show 'em what you're worth

Make 'em go "Oh, Oh, Oh"

As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby, you're a firework

Come on, let your colors burst

Make 'em go "Oh, Oh, Oh"

You're gonna leave 'em falling down-own-own

Boom, boom, boom

Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

Boom, boom, boom

Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

currently enjoying this song. awesome!

:)

tired!

ya. minggu ni mmg minggu yang memenatkan, menyibukan, men'tension'kan, me'nyampah'kan, memeningkan, me'gila'kan bagi ku sepanjg ada kat U ni sebelum study week. mmg perrghh!!!! adoi! aku mmg xterkawal ngan semua ni. amat megejutkan bagi ku utk mnempuhan lg hari2 yg brlaku spanjg study week ni. huh.byk gila benda n perkara utk dpikirkan. aku harap esok hri last memeningkan diri ini sbelum aku nk mnempuh lg week ulangakaji ni. harap2 aku berjaya.

apa yg aku wat spanjang week ni:

-cari bahan assigment

-presentation

-test...test..test...n test!

-submit 3 assigment this week (satu apa pon x siap lg!!)

-jamuan with senior

and.....satu lg benda yg x mmuaskan hatiku ini. my assgment partner! time ni jgak dya nk wat prangai yg org suka sgt tu. hish! menyampahnya aku. taw la dya tu ada masalah pribadi pon. tp jgn la nk ikot smua kata hati smpai x tlg km sma nk siapkan benda wajib nih! km smua pnat wat tp kna bboh nma dya jgak! ada ka patot?! dah..malas nk pkir benda yg alah ni.

aku harap lepas smua ni selesai dpt aku merehatkan otak jap..x maw pkirkan menda2 kat U ni. huh...insyaAllah aku dapat melapangkan hati dan perasaan aku tme aku balik rumah.

...

sh*t!

sekarang ni tgh mgunakan brodband roomate utk mbuat keja2 asgmnt yg diberikan.adei.mood aku smakin xtrkawal kdg2 ni.ada marah, ada frust, ada yg xdak apa2.huhu.dilema.bengang btol ngan broband aku nih! time desperate sgt2 ni la dya wat hal.byk lg asgmnts aku yg x siap.byk kna pkai tnet kot.haishh!byk probs.ngan test lg.nk final dah ni.apa pon xstudy lg.x bley fokus ar.mood aku mmg tension skrg ni.

huh~!

i have to be stronger!

tekanan! itu la yg aku rasa wat masa sekarang. byk dugaan yg sdg mlanda dlm diriku ini. mmg salah aku pon. aku yg mnjadi punca masalah itu brlaku. tahun ni mmg pnoh dgn cabaran. aku baru mngenali detik cabaran sbenar mnjadi s'org insan dan lbih tepat lg mnjadi s'org plajar universiti. aku ptot kuat mnjalani liku2 khidupan yg pnoh dgn cabaran ini dgn hati yg kental.

lpas sem breaks...wowh! keja mlambak2. ingtkn lpas cuti raya hri tu bley la rhat2kan otak lg lma. rupa2 nya x pon. byk nya keja..dgn assgments, test, discussion n study 4 coming finals nnt.

huhu. srabot btol pala otak ni. kna pndai bahagi masa. buat keja yg pnting dahulu dan yg pntg nya msti x trlepas utk mngulang kaji subjek yg input nya yg melambak2 tu. huhu.

kdg2 aku depress sgt dgn smua masalah & kerja yg byk ni tp pada yg sama aku rasa mmg aku ptot mlakukan smua keja tu waloupon dgn hati yg pnoh dgn 'keterpaksaan'. huhu. yg pnting. aku perlu kuat! ya..kuat mnempuh keja yg sngaja aku x lakukan masa sem breaks hri tu (pdn muka aku!). wuwu. apa pon aku kna bruasaha jgak!

GAMBATTE KUDASAI!

YOU CAN DO IT!

YES. YOU CAN!

(^w^)

!

mood:TESION!!!

aarrgghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(T__T)

not less than 24 hour..
i'm starting to miss u.
my lovely sis.

:(

time fly so fast

enam hari raya tlah brlalu. hri ni msok plak masa ketujuh. adei, mood raya pon makin mghlg.. napa?? coz cuti raya pon nk abeh. huhu. nk cuti lg!! byk knangan best n knangan yg x brapa best spanjg week hri raya nih. best dpt spend byk quality tme wit my family especially ngan my adek. hehe. yg x brapa best nya..raya taun ni km kluar braya lmbt ckit. ini salah adek kcik sorg lg ar. bngn tido lma sgt..org nk dkat smyg jumaat bru dya nk bngn tido. haih. gram2..org nk kluar braya awai2 dya dok sdap layan mimpi dya. huu. tp mmg gmpak spnjg eek hri raya ni. hehe

tp aku sdih hri ni. adek aku nk blik mrsm dya dah. huhu. x dak sapa lah nk tman ngan aku brgelak ketawa..fightg2 kat rmah ni. adei..sdih2. huhu. napa lah dya kna blik awai sgt. aku x puas lg nk spend lg byk msa ngan dya. jap gi p ntar dya ar. huhu..mmg cdih. (T_T)

n satu lg...cuti raya nk abeh. so..kna blik kolej dah. haish. ni yg aku x brapa bkenan ni. lpas blik sna nnti sure krja brtimbun2..test lg. mmg memningkn. haa...malas nk pkir dah pasai ni. enjoy cuti raya ni spuas2 nya coz blik U nnt byk nya krja2 yg mndtg. huh!

adek..i'm gonna miss u!
__take care__
(T^T)

salam lebaran

brlalu la suda ramadan.sbulan berpuasa.tba syawal kta raikan dgn rasa gmbira.hehe.mmg best nk raya tp.,sdih la plak nk tnggal ramadan. bulan yg pnuh mulia dan barakah. bulan yg pnuh kberkatan. best lalui bulan posa taun ni.hehe. mmg byk dugaan yg ku lalui spnjang bulan puasa yg lalu. sgt mnguji bsabaran fizikal & mntal. boleh dkatakan tahun ini mmg mlalui bulan puasa yg pnuh cabaran & dugaan spanjang umur ku ni. adei..mmg dasyat puasa taun ni. tmbh yg pnat, ltih n x larat. bukannya x larat mcm nk bukak posa tu..tp x larat dr segi ktahanan bdn yg meletihkan.huhu.brjalan spnjang hari.ulang alik. kelas byk. tmbh ngan assgmnt lagi.mmg pyh jdi budak U wey.ingt snang ka??huhu~ walau apa pon, mmg best jgak la puasa ni..puasa ngan environment baru, kawan baru..ngan tmpat baru.

wuu...raya esok. best2. hehe. beza gla ngan raya taun lpas. why?? coz raya taun lpas km satu family bukan raya kat rumah or kmpg tp kat KLIA. woaa...dsyt. apa km satu family wat kat sana? antar abg ku smbg study kat oversea. kat UK. jauh tu. tman antar kat KLIA saja la..x gi jauh kat UK tu..ada plak.haha. apapon dya dh lama blik cuti taun ni. kira braya pon sama2 la. oke la tu. ckap pasai raya..adei..pnat btol mngemas rumah td. tlg mak wat rendang la. kmas bilik, mop lantai satu rmah.cuci lntai luaq rmah lg..wuwuwuw..mmenatkan btol..tp best! yg best tu la wat rasa syok sja tme kmas tu.haha.moga2 raya taun ni mmbawa kgembiraan yg pnuh & krahmtn yg muliaan wat km skluarga.moga2 jgak dpt byk dwet raya lg..(x sdaq diri dh tua tringin dwet raya lg).huhu~ ;p

sempena hari raya ni ku nk ucapkan:
SALAM AIDIL FITRI
MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN
:)

new start....again!

ok!

new start of dis blog again.

wee....~